I’m tired of feeling sorry for myself. I am constantly comparing myself to other people my age. I envy my friends and acquaintances that are in school, have careers, friends they see all the time, married, have kids or just have some kind of average lifestyle for people our age. My life revolves around getting Mom to take me places, getting help with other everyday things, and going to appointments. The only real social interaction I have is at Church and Church functions. I miss school more than you can know. The funny thing is; people who have a life like I mentioned above tend to complain about not ever having a day to just not do anything or go anywhere, as where I complain about the opposite. Why does it seem not many people are ever completely satisfied with themselves or their lives? I guess it’s because we are all human beings and it’s just in our nature to never be fully satisfied. We are all humans who sin and have a hard time appreciating the good things in our lives. I love God with all my heart but sometimes I wonder what exactly it is he wants me to do with my life. What are your opinions on this?
Monday, March 1, 2010
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